Ever heard of the saying ”never judge a book by its cover”?
Many people make that mistake around me. I may look innocent but there’s darkness inside.
Lucky for them I can resist it. Drive the beast back. Lucky I still have the strength of will to be able to deny the very thing I desire.
The one thing that will free me of my torment but place my loving mother out of reach.
Your children want to play with me but I can’t. To tease the beast inside would be fatal for them. The tease me and upset me.
The Beast tries to use my anger against my will to return to my true family.When I pass the Missing poster put up everywhere my heart wrings with homesickness. But I can never go home.
The longer I stay this way the sooner my resistance to the evil inside will crumble. Even now I can sense the bloodlust and the desire to cause pain but each and every night I fight the impossible battle.
As the sun comes up I cuddle teddy and whisper to any one who cares to listen.
Someone help me